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Singer: Cheer Chen (陳綺貞, Chen Qi Zhen)
Words and Music: 陳綺貞
English Translation
The end of the long road is
a night sky filled with stars
You are not really with me
on this magnificent adventure
This long journey is filled with
too many unknown temptations
Can't count how many promises I made you
and how many weren't fulfilled
Unwilling to let go
Unwilling to let you leave
What's the use of a wild dream
if you're not in it
Unwilling to let go
Unwilling to let you leave
Unwilling, with eyes wide open, to watch you
walk out of my life
Chinese Lyrics
長長的路的盡頭是一片
滿是星星的夜空
這一趟華麗的冒險沒有
真實的你陪我走
長長的時間的旅程充滿
太多未知的誘惑
數不清對你承諾過的一切
還有多少沒有實現過
不願放開手
不願讓你走
瘋狂的夢沒有了你
還有什麼用
不願放開手
不願讓你走
不願眼睜睜的看你
走出我的生活
A Happy Day Till....=/
12:09 AMWent to q donuts with PJ and Silk (Sebastian)Lolx.. they were 2 early birds la..I went there later.. still pei them q lor.. haaAnd.. time to indulgz in our donuts!
Kuku silk... lolx expect my hand to be super longThat i can take his donut.. 
Take 2..Darn i look funny.. I was saying..Threee... and there was my mouth and my hand on the button and snapped..
Pj 1st whatever drink lolx..I was like out 2 spoild her surprizes =pMuahhaa... 
Me and the Mr. AnythingLolx..Well... This photo 2 jem is like.. a lion and tiger taking photo together..MuahahaCome on... See we are fine lor...Like darn best friends can =pAnd than went davis..Sent silk home becoz he left his brain at home...HahaCoz.. he can forget his volin manz...Heh...Wonder how it is like go jamming with a volin...Hmm..And.. we went bugis and aimlessly slacked...I went mac to get a drink..And we entertianed ourself with pj digi cam.. 
Haaa.. can see how sian-ed are we? 
Woah.. trying very hard to read the news huh?!
*poses with the newspaper*
Candi shot =/
Lolx.. coz she wanna get back at me taking photos of her =x
But it's pretty nice =x
Having fun with ours hands.. lolx
My pic dun look like i did it myself rite?!
*heh*
Oh ya than...
Pj went off to watch moive with her cousin
I went to sch find andrew..
Went to printing shop, to return money..
And waited for amanda..
And.. since i am around and PJ is out..
So asked if she wanna meet me and go home together..
In the end..
Went kopidiam to eat dinner..
And amanda ciong home to finish up her project.
Jia you baby!
Oh ya...
PJ show me a nice pic of her with her cousin..
Lolx... see the gal at the back...
So cute rite?
Happen to do the peace sign and smile somemore
angle just nice haaa...
Smart huh..
At least appear in photos gracefully =p
Anyway.. the day was pretty good..
Till my dad spoild it BIG TIME!
Dun wan to say anything about it...
Dunnoe wats is he thinking...
I am so not gonna let this affect me..
Even though i am super piss
and sharon was like abit stun..
she say never see u that angry b4..
lolx..
Sorry gal..
Thanks for the advise...
Tml going PJ house to start on my fmp re submittion
Yup!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
-F.R.I.E.N.D.S-
11:42 PMYayayaya.. presentation over..
And than i was darn unwell during it..Mayb becoz i carry so much craps and rush to sch under the hot sun..And yar..I must resubmit lor..PJ was saying Oh No.. i tot i was nice..But they think it's crap lolx~Aiya..Dun care...Just shut up and work on it...With a smile =DOnly worried about fundsWell...Just few days ago..I learn not to take my friends for granted even more...Because they are hard to come by.. Esp those who stick with u in shitty times!Start off with a pic with andrew..Was not really in the mood..but he is really nice la.. heh
Darn crappy hair and i am fat =/
Tiffane!! Of coz her la!I call her Tiffy lolx..I told teck i love her to bits... lolxMy one and only classmate..At 1st started off with me helping her..In the end it was me relying her..I think at fids...She is kinda the only classmate that i noe from zero..I will miss bitching with her.. lolxMiss breakfast, miss coffee breaks...She was there for me.. the whole shitty time i had..And even offered to help in my resubmittion..Thanks babe!After all this..Wei chio bu.. must still chill out kz!=x 
Heckle aka nancy darling....Haaa.. the person who will make me do work =pAnd her mom the fan of milo..Nth wrong la.. just that it's really nice and cuteThat she will ask me if i wan milo..And will keep asking yao milo ma.. heh! 
PJ!The person i can craps all nights with..Yayaya... always bullying her la..=xShe is very nice to loan me her house to do work..But i fell a sleep on her floor heh..
Shir dar~Wo kept me entertian, wei wo ta qiand the person who bar me from clubbing=pLOL..We changed roles... rem the time where she ciong her fypI was the 1 pushing her and stuff...Shir dar.. after 2 weeks ok..I will send u ur bday present !Must take care of urself kz.. dun overwork =)*chill out soon*
Huiyi aka faith!Specailly sms me to wish me luck.. she looks darn fieace and evil..But actually has a softheart.. =)*warning*Can be darn irrating..And she enjoys seeing me jump becoz of her..Okok.. i noe i owe u SGD 11.10..
Amanda val!Heh..The angel who always encourage meand always there to spare a though or me ^^And...Of cozMy 2 jiejie's!
Well.. even though it seems that me and da jie dun tok much nowAnd i am getting closer to Da da jie..But happy that Da jie cheered me up even she is super busy at workThey both are super IMPORTANT in my life...And of coz...The whole of N14 lar!
Always giving me love and warmth A close kintted family that any1 can wish for...For them..I will work hard this 2 weeks!And get out of that school! =x
Random..
12:49 AM
What does the number of roses mean?
- 1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses I love you
- 6 Roses I wanna be yours , I love you my silly princess!
- 7 Roses I'm infatuated with you
- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love..
Till the end..
Sunday, June 24, 2007
A night out at vivo
1:29 AMHmm..
Decided to go vivo..
PJ asked for wat..
I say go there eat dinner lolx..
Went and eat horkkien Mee
Today de not say very nice....
Mayb to many pp anyhow fry...
Never took a photo of it...
because...
I walked like super dunnoe how many rounds
To get a seat
and shared with people de..
So ya... ps ma..
After that..
Went out..
Took photos...
The Psa ship thingy i think..
See that means... St james is beside it =x
View of the jetty and cable cars
Cloudy nite covering the moonAnd...I went Pacific coffee companyTo er..Lim kopi..Sat on the seat amanda sat the other time..
Snap shot of the tissue
Oh and...They had mag that u can read..I saw a mag laying on the chair opp me..So i just took and look..
Lolx.. indulgence mag wor...Oh is like the perfect wedding kind of mag..Amanda's book cover name..My fmp project...Sian-ed =x
They still got place where u can use the net..Hmm..And i just sat there...Than 9+ le..Decided to just go home..On the way to the mrt..I saw golden village..And than i saw 7-11And here you go..the brige to st james...
And st james power station...
Specially took it for PJ to see..Heh..And ya la... i just took it on the brige and go home liao lo..Tml Gonna meet amanda to go print wor..Hope robert is in a very good moodAnd he will open early and close late..Haaa~*prays*Tml nth will go wrong...Till than... Ciaos everyone!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone
10:48 PMI always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Counting down to death day =x
3:24 PMFriday andrew wants a mock presentation
which means i have to print evrything by tml...
Haiz.. stress!!
All my fault unknowningly slack to much
Haiz.. there goes my slp today again
Waiting for heckle to come now lo...
Helping her with her poster...
I am so stress that
I have pimple break out leh...*sian-ed*
*wear mask out*
Haaa.. been telling the people i stress till my hair let me pull
Till botak le =/
Ok la.. enough of me complaining..
PJ came over yesterday nite...
And we had quite a good tok..
We slept only for 1 and a half hour
When alarm ring PJ have to wake me up
And i went back to slp=x
She have to be the alarm clock to wake me up
Muahhaha..
I was like ok la ok la..
*nudge abit*
Than *snore* =x
I told her.. i love having her around =p
Heh...
Babe! Cheer up ya..
We are all here for u ya....
After my project lets go chill out =p
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Random Updates
1:40 PM
Found this interesting poster online
Haha poor escagoes....
But very comical lo...
People who likes escagoes beware..
Mayb you have one who tired to sneak away
But is so slow that they have to use the shooter lolx
Hmm..
I am early for school today..
Wanted to take a nap in the end slept till around 5
So i was early for class today ^^
Andrew treated us nasi lemak
So nice hor...
Than meet PJ
Had pastamania eat till our face white white lolx
Coz very de full
And i left alot untouch leh =/
Wasted
If was me in the past
Gobble up everything liaoz lox...
Lolx
She pei me go print
Crap
My box is wrong measurement
*PANIC*
I am so gonna need to solve the box, the posters and the zo card =/
Haiz
Monday morning 9 am submition
Tue 2.45pm present =/
Scary..
Hope everything will be ready
and
Hope i can pass la.. >.<~
Monday, June 18, 2007
Janice - Never let you go..
9:04 PMThe rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Scuba Diving
12:22 AMI am set on learning it...
Ya...
It's diving, not driving yet lolx..
When i tell pp at msn 1st reaction is..
Diving or driving?
Muahha..
After my school
I gonna work to pay for the
Open water diver course and Advanced open water diver course
And i will go diving!
Muhahaha....
After that than really settle down 2 work lo..
I mean how can u resist when it so beautiful =/
Attach is from one of Claris diving friend's photo site
Who almost go diving every weekend manz...
Photo are from different diving sites..
5 photos only and so pretty rite...
Muhahah...
My mom sure ask me dun go de..
Rem last time when i am very in all the outdoor camps
She will say u can dun go anot?!
u go onces i heart attack once...
Btw, did i mention my mom rocks nowadays
muahah love her to bits =p
*chants Dive..dive dive..... *
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Went to schoolBorrowed tiff camAnd take photos for FmpThe Chocolate i got to take photo...
The packaging that i choose to come with it..
The whole range of specially choosen chocolates
Heart shape chocolate
Tried to line it into a heart..
Lolx~
But think it look pretty ugly..Well... Had took others also..
hope can use it for my poster..
Anyway...In the end thought that kept the choco too long le...
Coz the person say without frige it last 3 to 4 hrs..
And so...
I just ate lo...In the end true enough....
Feel my tummy werid + feel like puking...
Nvm la..
At least it's me getting it =)After class,Went to have lunch withTeck, tiff, alberto, levina (>.<") (sorri dunnoe how to spell=X)They went back for classMe, teck and tiff slack downstairs lo..After it's time for tiff to go for work..I took a bus to vivowalked walked...
When i got to the top...
wanted to take photo for you guys to see
I relise i 4got to bring my digi cam
!@!*#*&^#@!!~So sat there.. see the view...
Than walk walk around
Than lionel wants to come down and meet me..
wait for him lor...
Walk to harbour front mac
Used my last dollar to get an xs coke.. and tired to use the net-.- Cmi lo...
Keep disconnecting..
And people are also coming to ask me if i am connected to the net..
Try till my lappy batt almost when dead..So walked back vivo and sat at the place facing sentosa
And kids playing around happily at the waddling pool..
And than... It started to rain =/
Was forced indoors...And saw the osim Upapa thing that they let public try it out..
To kill time i just sat and use lo... Omg...Upapa is beating my lungs out of me!
wondering how this thing is gonna help in blood circulation
When it makes u puke blood =/Lionel came..
That irrating guy suddenly asked me is today wed -.-
and i asked y.. he say ladies night..
I was like WTH..
Y must he remind me... lolx
When st james is sooooo near =/Not that i want to go today..
is he wanna go...
trying to drag me with my lockok dressingAnd my fmp hanging by a thin rope...Ok.. mayb not rope.. STRING!!*Screams out loud!**ahem..*Of coz...
I never go la....
I turn him down haaa...But anyway...
He is nice treated me dinner...Than we went to the same place... And i tried to spot stars =)On the way to the mrt..
I went window shopping!=/
Poor guy follow me walk here and therehaaa..
Than reached home about 10+++ lor..PJ called my mobile leh~~
when i saw the no.
i tot y she suddenly called
Ha~~ she asked for my house no.
Called my house..
And called just to chat.
Awwww.. So sweet..
I am the 1st one who dated her.
On monday
And i think we are going
Prata, shopping and ktv at one shot... lolx
*Excited*
K la...
I think i going to bathe and sleep soon
Don't have enough sleep this few days
Than
Tml stay at home and ciong finish my fmp...
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Was emo yesterday night
That i stayed online till 5 am
And when PJ says she need to go slp
I Bth too...
And so i crawled
In my bed
And doze off..
And so...
I woke up OT today -.-
And tiff did not go for class today too..
So tml prepare to get killed by andrew eyes..
anyway meet Joy to shop at bugis
And really walked around bugis..
Find amy
Joy got a shirt
Went to eat yoshinoya
Hang around bugis junction
Scolded lionel for being a sissy on coming out...
He drive me crazy la today
And lionel finally came..
Went to eat pasta with him
Joy and me shared salad
When back bugis village to walk
Lionel left...
And
While shopping me and joy come across one shop at the last lane
Been Wanting a vest..
And so...i spotted this..
Front
Back
Guess how much is it?
Price inculding the white top and GST =p
It's ONLY 12 BUCKS la!!!!
Joy tot she listen wrongly till she asked the person 3 times...
Muhaha..
And ya.. i got it...
*Hears PJ make noise =p*
And joy got it too...
I am happy la..
coz i been drooling over vest..
esp the shuai looking kind..
At least this is near on wat i wan...
And it's cheap too =)
^^
But!!!
I am so offically broke now..
Agrrr..
Drums!
2:44 AMDid i tell you guys
My bro got his drum set..
Finally.. Happy for him Haha..
My house is so gonna shake
When he gets all the stuff and set them up..
Wooohoo...
Peace DNA Raven Plate Series
Finally mom allow him to put it at the hall
Looking at the Pretty NightShade drums everyday
I told my bro
To teach me how to play...
Wonder y he looks at me with that funny unbeileve look on his face..
Muhahaha~
Checking out prices with shifu
Hopefully...
Can get the missing stuff for the drums at a cheaper rate..
Way to go yamaha~~ lolx
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Ni Hen Ai Ta (你很愛他)
5:34 PMHanyu Pinyin
dang ni jue ding ni yao li kai wo
wo mei you shuo shen me
jiu dang zuo ni zi you
you hao ji ci wo dou xiang wan liu
ku qiu ye mei you yong
jiu dang zuo shi ji mo
yin wei wo neng ming bai
ta de wen rou dui ni shi zhong jie tuo
jiu tan bai gao su wo
shui shi ni de zui ai
qi shi ni hen ai ta
dui wo de cheng fa
shuo ni mei you xiang ta
shi ke lian wo ba
wo yi mei you jie kou
zhi neng fang shou
bu gan she qiu
ni shuo ai wo
qi shi ni hen ai ta
ta hen wen rou ma
qi shi ni hen xiang ta
jiu shuo chu kou ba
wo yi bu xiang duo shuo
wu zhu er duo
bu xiang zai ci ting dao ni shuo
ni hen ai ta
Chinese Lyrics
當你決定 你要離開我
我沒有說什麼
就當作你自由
有好幾次我都想挽留
苦求也沒有用
就當作是寂寞
因為我能明白
他的溫柔 對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我
誰是你的最愛
其實你很愛他
對我的懲罰
說你沒有想他
是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你說愛我
其實你很愛他
他很溫柔嗎
其實你很想他
就說出口吧
我已不想多說
摀住耳朵
不想再次聽到你說
你很愛他
Friday, June 8, 2007
Today went out to get find paper for my project
Than stay around to wait for sha to come find me at bugis
Meanwhile going to the library for a while
Go find amy..
And finally get the necklaces which i aim the other time i saw it at her shop
Muhaha..
Simple, nice and she sold me cheap too=p
Than went to get sha speaker with her...
decided to go her house put the speaker b4 going to my house
Took photo on the bus...
Me and Natasha =)
And Btw she suppose to come my house to go to the gym lor...
In the end 2 lazy piggys rot at my room playing lappy
lolx
Instead of losing weight
ending up going to a prata feast..=/
Haix
Have to do my fmp and print tml morning
B4 i dig my own grave manz....
And i think i screwed up some stuff too..
Wat the heck am i thinking
Head and heart is driving me nuts
*scream , shout , yell !!*
-i miss you-
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Without You Lyrics
9:59 PMThe way you always made me look at you
With all the simple things you said
The way so many things surrounded you
And all the tears it seemed to make
And they were falling
There's nothing left to say
And I can't break free
Not from in me there
And I can't breathe without you
I can't breathe without you
I can't breathe without you
Without you, without you, without you
The way I never thought I'd leave this place
The way you made it seem so real
Cause you have faith and you had everything
And all I needed was this
And now we're falling
Got nothing left to say?
And I can't break free
Not from in me there
And I can't breathe without you
I can't breathe without you
I can't breathe without you
Without you, without you, without you
How can I let you leave this way?
Without you I'm not at all
And I see things now in these memories
Just to see you...again
Sucky wed
9:56 PMThink fmp is getting into my head
with nightmares on andrew
till i wake up dun dare go school..
Anyway....
Force myself to do the fmp
so that i dun have time to think of things =)
Glad to see amanda today!
I return her earring in a gift box..
Now come to think about it... abit dumb huh?!
Hmmm..
Then
Roam around...
ban from going clubbing haha..
Now i am at home
going to bath
than prepare to ciong fmp lo~
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
最后一次
1:04 AM在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你
I enjoy walking in the rain, because no one knows that i am crying...
Saw one of my friend put that on her msn nick...
I love walking in the rain...
love the freedom roaming under the downpour and have fun.
But i just felt that....
That nick just fit my mood now =)
I pick up courage to tell her the secret i try to keep
which is driving me crazy...
But i think i made it worse =/
*bleah*
I be ok...
*hopes*
Wonder where's pj
After yesterday suanning me halfway and goes offline
Melb uni forgot to top up Data for the month?!
Which than again,
Which means she is gonna come back very soon..
Wee~*
Hey... Pj i wan to listen ur new song lar~~
Faster rec..
Esp now u are the free-est few in the uni
Meet up soon when u are back ya..
dun mia like the other time hor!
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Rong ping came my house yesterday and stayed overnight..
Spend a night sleeping on the same bed lolx..
Anyway.. she coming later..
That girl go town just to eat supper leh =/
Hope she dun get lost coming with night rider.
Woke up this morning
Accompany ah tat to get his bass at thomson plaza..
Wooo.. he got a super chio 5 string bass wor...
Bass with amp + cable and book
Spend him like 800++
woohoo!~
He got this..
Chio 5 string yamaha BB415 black pearl..
After that
When to meet Joy which suppose to be a surprize for amanada baby..
But than in the end not very surprizing la..
I am just happy that me and her
Things are back to normal
And i get to see her and spend the day with her again...
Oh ya..
We took photos haha..
Joy, Me and the pole
Me, Amanda baby , Joy
Waited for Renny and jem to end work
Than met lionel in his army no. 4 for a short while..
And made my way home =)