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Monday, December 31, 2007
12:57 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDD!!!

Shall post up the photos of our meet up, me and serena's mini surprize for dorothy..

The yummy mango chocolate cake..

Budd with cake

Serena caught off guard

Me and mini ginger bread man
budd insist i have to eat one =)

Our group photo..


Me and dearest budd...
8 years of friendship and counting...
Infact we kinda knew that each other exsist eariler than that..
Becoz we were from the same primary school =D

Today

Watch Alvin and the chipmunks with joseline..
Haha.. i m like the only sua ku among my friends who watched it like super long ago..
Anyway it's a story with a simple storyline but funny and heart warming...
After movie joseline drag me to sing K...
And after our k session she went home as she work morning shift tml..

Toking about work..
Tml will b my last day at the student care..
I guess i will miss the kids..
There is this new mangement which is taking over..
And i think they are super cannot make it..
So i guess the kids will go crazy in 2008 the teacher will bang walls haha!
I will b offcially jobless tml.. =/

Cannot tahan my hair now...
Gonna go joey there cut n colour soon...
which i pretty expect punky hair =D

Listening to enchanted OST
and loving it....

Dinner tml with amanda val @ causeway point =)


Wednesday, December 26, 2007
閻韋伶 - 傻孩子
11:42 PM

看著你無暇的表情 我猜不透的只是你的心
我一直冷靜 卻還是走不出這祕密 好孤寂

我開始失去了勇氣 而你卻好像在遊戲
我假裝清醒 看清你的心 終於我選擇了離去

你像個孩子一樣的被我看穿 在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣 一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後 我選擇分開

我開始失去了勇氣 而你卻好像在遊戲
我假裝清醒 看清你的心 終於我選擇離去

你像個孩子一樣的被我看穿 在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣 一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後 我選擇分開

你像個孩子一樣被我看穿 在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣 一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後 我選擇分開



Monday, December 24, 2007
2:23 AM

Friday

Had gathering with my dearest budd and serena which dorothy nickname her norii after some princess name=p

Shall up load the photos later, as dorothy haven got a chance to send me the photos yet..

We had sakae for dinner, pretty sad coz there is no buffet so i pretty much have to think b4 ordering.. But on another hand it's good so i dun overeat.. T.T

Me and serena surprize her with a cake to celebrate her bday at the same time, and she never even realise the cake... keke

In the end serena treated us for the dinner sia, me and dorothy wanted to pay her back but she refuse and said if we insist of paying this time, the next time we meet she will treat us something even more costly lol... So we bo bian have to let the nice serena treat =)

Been long seen i saw budd.. Serena even longer happy to catch up with them and made my budd happy =)

Than drop by to visit aini who work at gv, haha went there to crap.. quite fun la..

Sat

The 1st day for me at funan and the 3rd day for sharon..
Meet yann and sharon for breakfast which we in the end
Ended up at cafe catel to eat breakfast...
Gave sharon her bday that i am holding hostage to...
Glad she is happy and she like it =)

The fair quite hard to sell lo.... one small space about 8 booth 8 differnt companys fighting for bussiness...*bleah*

After work met nic who came down after his 12 hour duty specially to find me... but i got a dinner/supper date with heckle and since he duty for 12 hrs i asked him to go home and slp ba...lolx
After work was so tired that i took cab to east coast to meet heckle and we went to the jap/korean rest that she was working before to eat..
Heckle noes me well enough that she is scary =p keke...

I took a cab home, played maple for awhile,bathe, hair dry and went to bed...
My mom who will always breakin my room was quite surprize that is slept by the time she came in...

Today

Met sharon in the morning to have bk breakfast, this time yann did not tag along coz she only start work at 3pm so sharon did not wan to give her wake up call..
we reach the work place early, help set up..
Today last day of the fair not too bad la....
After work we went to marina sq minitoons to get yann's xmas present..
and surprize her at suntec popular fair to make her day..
we help her pack up her goods into boxes and stuff...
After tat we went esplanade to have our supper which is freaking alot....
Carrot cake, fried rice, cereal prawn, stingray,satay,chicken wings,oyster egg,sugar cane with lemon..
And we ate till we feel like not standing up.. too full..
Shared cab home...=D

Tml meeting Pj for lunch at tampines than nite to count down..

I have decided to countiue going to the gym i dunnoe how... but i think i would convince my self to go =/ Hard to move when u are working. *bleah*
I am so tired that my brain is not even working and i dun really know and remember wat i blogged mayb pretty broken haha..

*-If I say it like I mean it Then maybe I'll believe it Like it's true-*

*Waddles to the cosy bed =D*


Thursday, December 20, 2007
10:45 PM

Okok...


I noe i haven been blogging....
Been playing maple all this while...


Gonna work this coming sat n sun at funan with sharon...
Selling acer lappy again..
Extra jobs for 2days.. hopefully the pay come in together end of this month...

can't really wait for the student care job to end, but end means no money for me to spend sob sob...

Think i really gonna study, called to ask and we are gonna present different design house's creative directors, i bet it''s gonna be super stressed out...No slacking for me..
But i guess i really gonna go sell cookies at airport in the meanwhile lolx...
Any1 got job to intro?


Tuesday, December 18, 2007
3:34 AM

Firstly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AI FANG!

Yayayaya my bro's gf bday today, which she is also my boss in the centre she is the biggest, the kids scared of her, i wanna kill her at times hahaha like a normal worker will do.....

I beileve this few weeks i will b pretty abandon at the centre with the kids becoz she have to go compassvale to help them with the xmas performance thingy... so sainz =(

Anyway today met binnie lei for dinner....Claim her dinner treat of pasta, garlic bread, coke, soup, potatoe salad and pizza. *Super full + not to mention have to clear the leftover for my mom when i got home =/*

Binnie ask me if i wanna go get the ferrero rocher chocolates so she could teach me to make the ferrero rocher roses...

And here are my end products and i am proud of it =D

Nice nice nice?
Binnie shifu pass ma?
Inside the bundle 2 of them was done by her to teach me..

Xmas is really round the corner..
I got my 1st 2 xmas pressie yesterday....
One from daisy and one from joseline....
Both are important pp to me....

Oh did i mention i went on a shopping spree with joseline yesterday...
Really spree, walk the whole orchard,somerset and douby ghaut with big small bags..
But i still haven got the stuff that i really wan - more top, vest, white belt, pants or jeans or skinnies..

Btw toking about the white belt any1 noes where i can get nice white belt or any nice belt..
Saw this CKJ one on net but sadly it only avil in us deilevered in US...

I should buget for now, Dad order me to pay my own hp bill and top up my own transport fare =/ Sad!

Anyway binnie lei convince me to dl maple and play....And so i set up a new account and start with lvl 1. Hitting snails, mushroom as if they are some undead that will not die... I wanna faster get out and go victoria island!!

Okok.. have to slp b4 i die tml as ai fang is not coming in have to have the enregy to make sure the kids dun go crazy if not i am the one who will go nuts...
Nite pp!

"... ... 我的好勝心為你捨棄以為這就是愛情 
直到自己 沒空氣 才發現 不能再繼續 
我不願意 再為了討你的歡喜 
別讓我的心 像是上緊發條的節拍器 
我的呼吸 慢慢跟不上節拍器... ...."


Saturday, December 15, 2007
3:59 AM

WEEE!

Just when i tot that i have to slp early for work tml. I realise it is friday..
No work tml...Guess u work, u can work till u dunnoe wats the day today, coz its so fast pace with u doing the samething everyday. Sat while means i can slp late, wake up late. I noe it does sound like a pig but ya...i dun really wanna destory my little nite life time. And since tiffane is tonning till morning so that she can slp in the car to KL i have some1 to bitch with haha!

Realise quite a no. of pp going overseas, 2 of my kids are going japan, tiffane and aini gonna be at KL.

xiao ben ben when are we going for our overseas trip???

Anyway today was not in a very good mood, and a very can i don't go work mood.. so i told ai fang if they gonna be funny today they will die horriblely. Anyway she went compassvale again for meeting.
Leaving me with the kids, had outdoor today and they took turns to challage me..

Treated myself an dinner and went home...

Went home and was pretty welcome by my parents "goodies" and i feel so rip by my own mom.. hais dun wan to tok about it...

Thoughts of the day

- I really hate long bus rides, accomanpany with sad love songs, staring out of the window. Makes me emo twice everyday. I should try and slp or read a mag or something.
- If they dun give a damn about it, I also dun bother to put in any effort about it.

Shine is still a happy gal, enjoy the life as it goes by...


Thursday, December 13, 2007
SUAY SUAY SUAY >:(
11:59 PM

I am freaking piss off big time... ok not piss off more like irriated..

One word for today? SUAY!

I suppose to reach the centre by 8am rite?
Guess wat time i auto wake up and feel something is not rite..
8.30am it seems that 2 of my alarms the normal alarm and my hp never ring lar... dunnoe wats freaking wrong with the damn clock and my hp woke up hang la..
In the end pretty got killed by her..

So instead of rushing to the centre i took the cab stright to the farm and they haven reach and i waited for them. Than i realise there are freaking like 8 wild dogs around la.. the moment i step out of the cab. And the best thing they are like trying to stiff me lar, can u imagine 8 to 9 big fiece looking wild dogs which barks at the same time coming towards you, dun tell me you will not be scared and just stand there n b cool.... Who noes they decided that this fat person is yummy and bite me.... so i was pretty scared out of my boxers and saw an worker and hurried to his side for aid which he asked me to go to the packaging room to take cover

After the tour and crap at the mushroom farm we walked to the animal farm which was pretty near..
And things were pretty fine till i bought an ribena and my bro, me and ai fang drink almost half of it and i realise the best b4 date seems werid and i asked "kor wats the date today" And he look me blur and said 13 and i say this expired 7 days ago OMG! And it seems ah the person check the rest are all 2008 lar. Ai fang said wah u all sure suay which refer to me coz i got it and they took sips from me.

Than back at the centre when digging my key for the door i realize that ai fang never pass me back the main gate key which i need it to lock the gate if not i can stay at the school liao man... So i walked up and down to find the sch uncle la...

The kids are insane in teh centre la.. like really wanna make me just kick them out...But i am not so idiot to shortern my life span becoz of them haha.. They still got it from me and they will b very happy tml with no play time for both of them =D

After work i happily went to check the pay that is suppose to be in... but it appaers to be not in and vanish from my screen and i was pretty panic so my dad asked me to call a no stated beside the atm and when i call... they make me go thru the whole process of pressing option 1 and 2 than # and all the craps and i waited like forever for an customer service officer to told to me and than she ask me hell lots of qns to b sure that the account is mine to tell me that my check is BOUNCE ask me go contact the person that gave me the check... I WAS LIKE QUITE SAINZ LA!!! Called ai fang and she freaking dun answer my hp and than just told me she try to do something about it for me.. *sign*
Because i need it.... But watever it is... i gonna return wat i borrow by tml..I am super sainz and tired coz wen ever i set the date to return dixen, some craps will appear..So i dun even wanted to tell him wat happen la...just happily sms try to sound nice looking for people to lend me 1st... becoz it's like the 4th time i told him i return him and yet the pay got delay or watever crap for the challger and the student care the same and it freaking making me seem like a bitch which dun wan to return him money la..It's normal for someone to think i am giving excuses after excuses to darg, i mean who would ever think that oh she is super suay that everytime she said a date somethings happen to her pay... just too bad i am the freaking suay one...whatever not the time to whine now....After tml i return i will b free.. thx to Mr. mata nic for the help...

Went cine collected joseline and mine stuff than saw that tiffane is working too and decided to pop by say hi, as usual got craps from tiffane which greeted me with a y are u out looking like a christmas tree?! And she still point to the christmas tree to support her qns...I will forgive her nods becoz i am nice haha! Got a cute cup cake for joseline to cheer her up... Met her had dinner and the guy gave me the wrong order which he still repeated it la.. and still so blur lah, when the drinks came i dun even bother to even tell him that he got me the wrong drink. After dinner send her off to work and even had a long talk with her colleague haha.. the Doctor on duty who is having his dinner joseline got for him. He is funny la....

Bleah!

And i got home i got attiude from everyone in the house la... my dad came up and make a big fuss out of a small thing and since my bro sent ai fang home i got all the "goodies" from him for nth lah!
Just had a piece of my mom gone nuts and anyhow scold me with her freaking irritating tone...

Now binnie lei is at zouk and not replying any of sms wonder if she got kidnap and got seal in the bin and roll down the hill=/

How bad can the day gets! Piss off, Super Sianz, Duper fusrated!


Faber Drive - Again lyrics
11:52 PM

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
It always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
It always killed my pride inside.
It always wastes my time
Again, again..

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again..

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades. (all of mine just fades)
No, i don't feel what i felt before.
I'm back inside this cage.
Again, again..

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again..

Again i burn, take it all.
Inside my head, i hate the world,
Because i don't know (don't know)
I let go
Again, again..

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades.
Again, again..

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again..

Again i burn, and take it all.
But inside my head, i hate the world,
Because i don't know (don't know)
I let go.
Again, again..

Again.
Again.
Again.
Again


1:19 AM

>:( Went to see singtel phone promotion so unfair lar!
My LG KU990 Viewty they had this xmas hot deals which upgrade for an 2 yr plan is only 288 till 14 dec after that it would b $400+++ close to $500. How could they?! 200+ dollars different is alot =( hope the price do drop when jan comes..

okok.. enough of complaining



Back from Pj's concert =D
She was the 1st one which is good becoz i heard her group of friends all went off at the Interval which was around 8+ becoz they are to hungry and slpy haha..
Imgine if she was like after the Interval they will slp and faint in the hall...

Anyway...She was like saying she is lousy, played a few mistakes and stuff... But it was still in one piece and she was amazing!! And she is confirm not lousy at all! Imagine me i will be so nervous that i cannot do anything...Her hands was so cold b4 the thingy started...
And i think she asked the uncle if he can increase the aircon temp. the uncle said there is nth he can do about it and ensure her should b the rain thats y her hands is so cold haha...

While waiting for her to go and we should have our dinner and supper. Me and Mr. M was really entertianing ourself with her flowers hahaha!! Long time since i seen Mr. M, now he has a pretty good hair style and we have quite alot to tok about, including being partners in crime, that made Pj want to kill us haha. After that we walked to PS and ate MOS burger =D Than took MRT home together...
Meet up soon ya gal!

Tml mushroom and animal farm this time have to reach at 8am T.T Getting eariler each time...
Better slp b4 i cannot wake up tml and i will not survive to see the sunset....TA!


Wednesday, December 12, 2007
1:38 AM

Just hang up the phone with PJ...
Poor gal feeling so stress and having butterflies all around bout the concert tml.
And not to mention she really has quite alot of supporters going.

But i beileve she can do it =)

Had a quite a nice dinner just now.. home cooked by me haha.. *full*
I think i m really growing fat with ai fang putting part of her lunch in my pack becoz she cannot finish... and everyday i am like avg eatting 1 and 3/4 pack to lunch.. hmmm..bad... haha!

So tired, today kids are like insane la... just feel like boiling some of them alive hahaha... Just joking..

And.. joseline's hp become off mode early in the morning..So she decided to just go ahead and upgrade her 1 year plan and get another phone >:( The person who found the phone and and dun bother to call me back becoz it has my miss call and an sms that i sent to ask whoever who pick the phone to gib me a ring. Ermerm.. Hope he has nightmare everynite hahaha!

Yoohoo! Dinner with amanda val on monday..

Dad and mom coming back tml hopefully he goes to duty free and get few bottles to stock up in the cardboard and forgot about it =X

Been eyeing for phones recently becoz i my plan is going to b ready for upgrade in Jan 08... eyeing on LG KU990.. who noes by jan they would someout an advance version of it.. but reviews of this phone is tip top so even if not i would b happy with if only will b heart pain if it does come out something like 8 gb pack inside or something haha!


Tuesday, December 11, 2007
2:08 AM

Bro went malaysia today...
Ai fang stayed over yesterday and so we went to work together.
She got me breakfast and something to revive my childhood hahahhaha
Once i start playing i feel like a childish 20 year old - off 15 years old. =P
*who cares*

Anyway i met joseline for dinner, movie and supper haha..
Poor gal drop her hp on the cab lucky she is smart enough to camp to wait for me at the mrt if not i will reallly missed meeting her.
Anyway the hp is still ringing when i call which is a good sign..
hopefully the uncle can find the phone handing shift tml so she can get her phone back.
Shall stop calling for the day to save her hp batt and try again tml..

We had pasta for dinner which made me super full and we watch Enchanted! =D
Which since we were getting somestuff from a shop and was late but thankfully by the time we reach the movie just started. And it was like full house lah... lucky she book online in the afternoon so we got pretty good seats =D
Anyway i was ensuring my hp was on silent mode and i turn to her and say is ur hp silent mode and graps..becoz she have just left her hp in the cab =X
After movie i took bus with her and we had Mac supper, SHAKER FRIES! *FAT!*
Than kinda see her home and went home by cab.

Have to report to my parents in thailand b4 i get killed when they come back..>:/

Ohoh!!~ BTW my havanas ciss cross is out!
And since it out i am just gonna aim for that haha...
PAY PAY PAY!! I WAN MY PAY!!

Anyway might b taking this course for 6 weeks in feb, but it's nite class so i can work day time.. And if everything goes well.. Tiffane will b my classmate again hahaha!


Sunday, December 9, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY!
3:07 AM

Went to joy's bbq today met her quite early about 4.30pm at parkway.

Got the stuff from the bbq wholesale guy.
Than realise she 4got a quite a number of stuff which she thought dun need and her bf said no need too...becoz she say she never bbq b4 so cute la she =p haha... so run here and run there to get it.

Than set up the fire and the rest of the nite i dun need to bbq as usually i would do becoz her bf and friends is doing the bbq i b the lazy lady and get serve with yummy food hahah!\


Me with the birhtday girl!

With her cool sunglasses

Her big pretty ice cream cake =)

Birthday girl with cake =D

And the ice cream cake was so hard that the small knife that she brought from home the guys broke it while trying to cut the cake haha!

Waited for ah tat to come,which he appear about 11.50pm just nice to say happy birthday b4 12 hahah...and than chit chat for a while and shared a cab back with ah tat =)

Tml mom and dad flying off to changmai and as usual super of nagging from mom..
yabar yabar yabar which inculdes calling them from home 10 pm everynite crap =/ hahah!
Smart mom...hmm...still explain y it's 10 pm cost it's cheaper because it's non peak hours and yabar yabar yabar...

My hair can't even stand now haha.. but quite like the hair i have now...If i have good hair days that is... was thinking about going to cut my hair like soon but the thought of joey crazy creative juices haha... and her fearless colours she would use i think ai fang will kill me the kids and their parents will freak out big time.. sometimes being a teacher arn't that fun...

I wan my pay like soon! =( *ROAR*


Saturday, December 8, 2007
魔女宥熙
2:45 PM

Pj check this out =D




Friday, December 7, 2007
Being random again..
1:07 AM

Ok i noe i noe being so random sux but please bear with me i kinda brain dead now...and i just type wat comes to my mind aha..

This 2 days rain like mad la can...

I wan to get my havanas soon b4 i fall to my death with my current sandels but the ciss cross sandels that super chio is only coming in 2 months time =/ such a bitch how should they...bleah! mayb get their normal flip flops 1st =D

Yays! I can go for Pj's concert haha...
Can leave work early =)
How nice of ai fang... haha!

And damn it i tio dua again.. my student care pay haven come =/
*ROAR!*

I think i will get kill tml...

Anyway...

I realise i will b pretty alone at home like next week... coz my dad and mom are going thailand my bro going church camp haha!

My dad has just recontact the internet and it's going cheaper with a higher speed + 6 months free mio tv wakkaka more cable channles!

Sat going for joy's birthday bbq =D
Finally some life... hahaha once u work u have no life hahaha!

movie,ktv and shopping soon with joseline...

Monday mayb kbox buffet to celebrate sharon's brother birthday people like vivian and yann will be there =D

oh oh anyway did i tell u guys that the monkey boxers that i have is getting popular hahah... Aini bought it... heckle got it in shanghai and i love it big time hahhaha...

Erm erm.... ya i guess thats about all... Time to slp... my eye bags think can fight my bro liao...ZZZZ


Sunday, December 2, 2007
1:12 AM

I freaking took cab to work today la...
Today only yan jun, sihui and peixuan came and i was so bored that i can fall a slp la...
And ah... the 3 love the clubbing music yesterday that i played for the musical chairs and freeze that they asked me to play it again -.- They have protential of becoming party queens in few years time...played a few games with them, can't wait till they all go home than i can go back..
After they went home i stay and tidy the place and stuff and went i went out i realise the sch uncle has lock me in -.- Lucky i got the gate key if not u will see me climbing the gate and police will come...

And 1 dec and my 2 days comp fair in oct is not in yet!
Called challager and they say i should wait till monday and get hold of alicia and ask her and since she is at the IT fair and sharon is working at the IT fair i got her to ask for our pay..
AND ALICIA THE SADIST SAID SHE WENT ON LEAVE AND FORGOT ALL ABOUT OUR PAY NEVER SUBMIT AND SAY WE WILL GET IT END OF THIS MONTH (which is 31 dec la)
PISS OFF!
It's toopit la.. wait 2 month for 2 days pay.....
Where i am waiting for the money and thought i can get it end of nov need it urgently... *grrr*

When to tamp ya kun to get Yann, sharon, vivian, wui ping drinks and bring it all the way to expo... Entertian them for a few hours and made my way back and wait for yann and sharon to go simpang for prata supper, during super we were really laughing and laughing till i think our nearby tables think we are crazy and it started from banana -.-" Laugh till we cannot eat.....After that yann has to scan a textbook for her project and so they came my house and i help her scan and they took cab home...


Saturday, December 1, 2007
Random whining~
12:48 AM

The clock is ticking...T.T
Have to go slp soon becoz i am going to crawl up at 6am tml to go to work =/

In the end heckle only stayed on the 1st night...
2nd night she was unwell and her mom dun allow her to stay over and 3rd nite her mom was alone at home so she was a little scared and wan her to accompany her..
And so she came and collect her stuff..

But the night stay over is fun =D

Musical chairs and freeze today was fun haha!
At least they had fun and i had good luffs...

AND!

@&*%^#%%@@*%#@!!

CHALLENGER HAVEN BANK IN MY PAY LOR!
It's like one month and ++ can?!
How can they dun pay me when i need it urgently >:(
So gonna bomb them tml...

Tml going to expo IT fair to find sharon, vivian and yann..can drop by to surprize wui ping too my baobei godson's mom =D
Than we are going simpang to have SUPPER...
*FAT FAT FAT*
Honestly i think i expand...I dun wan to slim but i wanna be fit =/
Hmmm but slim and fit will be good Haha!

But oh well almost everyday my kids will make me work out with outdoor badminton hahaha!

Anyway today took time off from the lappy and watch tv..
I think i got hooked to 魔女宥熙 but i have no time and energy to ciong it like last time..
We will see how 1st..
Like my mom say... even u can make it for work u have to b fair to the kids.. haha!

True enough though they can b pain in my neck at times, they are pretty adorable =p

Expecting my student care pay soon.. =/
mom is reminding me about the facial package bill coming...zzzz
Why on earth did i go sign the package...
*bleah!*

P.S.-ess
- Pj less than 2 weeks to ur concert and i haven hear any news about it lor... And jemmy is asking about u big time... are u dead or alive? and about the "it"=x he says the "it" eat ur laptop up=x yabar yabar..
- Amanda have less than one month to ur fmp presentation u can do it! And i beileve u will finish it beautifully =)
- Faith Lim Huiyi u better hold on horrrrr... ones warrior forever worrior..and ah ur blog haha.. i free than do =x

-Slping time!-
*I am really falling sick =/*


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