{Underneath the Stars.

Friday, August 31, 2007

1st day at work

12:20 AM

It's tiring... lolx.. big time..
Suffering the effects of bumming too much haha..

Oh well...
BUT!!

I had fun heh...
knowing new people, toking and have fun with them like we know each other for zillion years =p
I know lets see...

Kaly,sharon,fiza,alicia,vivian,er... a cute couple(dunnoe their name), a nerdy guy who is not nerdy at all and a 16 year old mei nu who people goes calling xiao mei haha...
and mani more la..

Still have 3 more days...

But sad that sharon and fiza have to go epson to help out coz, they are short handed..
AAnd it's at lvl 4... so ya... but sharon say she will drop by... =p

Well.. ok waiting for my hair to dry, and a confirm knock out for me... Tata~

*wish me luck peeps, that i have mani mani sales*

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

updates at a shot...

2:13 AM

My lappy is offically dead...

Haha.. kinda gonna kiv to repair it.. since i dun really have ugent uses for it

and i am kinda broke..

Haha.. who noes..

someone will bless me a brand new one over comp fair?

*day dreams*

And so... using the desktop means i dun have much time to b online..

Will try to update whenever i can..

Crap dun think even have time to view blogs for the time being... haha

i am typing this very ssssllloooooowwwwlllyyy and sooooofffftttttlllyyyyy..

Cause my bro is slping sounding just less than 15 steps away from me..

*oh well*

Anyway the pass few days was well..

Like after so super long

I made sure i made it to church on sun.

Had breakfast with amanda val

*sorry mei nu i was late*

than fellowship till quite late, went simpang bedok to eat ba chor mee..

was fruitful i must say..

Wooo there is this store which is supppppperrrr..

The soup was good, the stuff was fresh..The prawn was POWERR...

Big, chunchy, and fresh... and it only cost 3 bucks..=p

but need to wait quite long coz usually alot of pp would order..

*heckle next time i bring u there kz...*

hmm..

monday went to had breakfast with jemmy, pj at mac..

Lol... i was late... falling back to bed while waiting for the heater..

*it's the heater fault...really! =X*

But i still got to eat breakfast, waited to for the guitar shop which jemmy was waiting to b open..

and he got his stuff, than was near sunshine plaza so i told pj i should go print my brandbook 1st.

Jemmy left for school..

and than ya print it, than went to cathay got tix for hairspray~

Suppose to go orcard but was craving for pepper lunch, so we went to eat it

Made our way to orchard, far east plaza, kinda rush coz no time liaoz.. haha

I went to search for the shop i m looking for..

Found it..

And customize a cap..

My cap~

World one and only =D

The cap with flash and no flash..

IT is coverd with crystals so it goes

*blink blink*

Airbrush shine =) thats me...

And had guitar and crystal surrounding it..

*zai hor~*

Pj needs to shorten her clothes, so we got it to the tailor and think since she quite regular and the uncle reconize her she got a express service of 20 mins.. lolx..

After all it's done,

collect my cap, collect her stuff..

We are super duper late for our moive lor.. like have 10 mins to reach there..

and we rush like mad...

Haha..

Hairspray is niceee~~

And after moives, i went to hand up my brand book.

Which timo never tell if it's ok =/

*prays*

While pj meet mr. m..

And could not get her after i submitted so i went home..

while shaking leg at home..

Got a call from her.. asking me if i wanna chill at toa payoh..

Being such a nice friend.. yayaya me went..

Had quite a nice time..

But i almost become a pack of bones.. becoz of bebe... haha

Mr. m doggie..

Morning came, i had a good nite slp...

and open my eyes.. and pj went..

u slp more la.. lolx

and i doze off in fornt of her..

And mr. m was slping too.. and she rotted with 8 days for 1 hr =p

Had breakfast.. and uncoved a shocking thing..

But oh well...

and so since mr. m have to go pasar ris to buy stuff

Pj wanted to go home..

so i decided to just go pj house and chill..

I made her cook for me =D

And she cooked yummy pasta for me...

*nice nice*

haha we made a deal to have a feast once we get our pay..

Which is we both are gonna cook for each other =p

She taught me how to play the piano

which got me super stress haha...

not easy wor..

But me had fun.. even though did not manage to play eight hand n left hand together..

But with prac i beileve i can play it some how..

Pretty proud that i can play the left hand tune now =p

Than got home..

And my dad brought back my aunty work back to help her...

ZZZZ

it's a super big job la..

And we ended up.. pasting and putting cd in sealing stuff..

Finish up india and thailand part already which is.. 500+++ of envelope, cds, stickers and blabla.. and 700++ more to deal with..

We spend 3 hrs+ doing finishing it..

and tml while my dad is gonna be working..

I gonna doing with china..

China alone.. is 500+++ nearing 600 i gonna do like 7 hrs?

at least there is tv to accompany me.. =p

The pass few days..

Eunice was very nice, thanking me for coming down to the match, sorry that she cannot accompany me, felt bad that i cab down to watch the matches..

And called me out =p

She is so sporty, got gym, swimming and stuff..

I should go work out with her.. haha

Been eatting n eatting getting very lazy.. like garfield!!

Love to hang out with her, but is freaking broke..

*soon soon, when we get to ciong season 1 to 3 at the house soon*

Get a job soon, have a stable income.. and have fun~

Psps.. i got a ulcer freaking pain

at the wrong place..it will rub on it when i try to open my mouth...=/

Sunday, August 26, 2007

1:48 AM

I always rem rong ping said something to me b4..
Never self pity..
That is the worse thing u can do..
Piss u off and piss people around you too..

I wan the Dora that i was half a year ago to be back..
Where i really am happy and smile with my heart..
And with all my friends...

Was selfish, wanting things my own way...
Wonder wat really gone wrong with my head...=/

Guess, when u are at ur lowest point of ur life..
You start to think..
And not blame here blame there blame everywhere...

=)

Focus on wat u really called to do shine!... you can do it!.. =D

Saturday, August 25, 2007

10:42 PM

Today went to watch the rugby match..
Woo... seems interesting enough..
Eunice's team won their cat.
And she is super pro lor i tell u... i was amaze..

And than i left...emo-ness came over me..
And i went for a food feast... if i have enough, i might just go for a buffet..
Lolx
Than tried to find my way out of the super ulu place..
I went there by cab.. coz.. i am completely lost... lolx

And than.. I walked the whole on MOE cca building + NUS Law Bukit Timah campus and than still trapped haha..
And than walk to botantic gardens there and than walked to orcahrd lolx...
So i pretty much burn-ed wat i ate lor.. and i am pretty look like a lobster...

Was thinking this days..

Pretty much want to restart life right...yar..
thats about it..
Wonder if i will get a chance to...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Out with a new friend =p

2:50 AM

I met up with my new friend, Eunice @ tampines
Went to watch 不能说的秘密 again..
I guess.. the 2nd watching still very sweet..
Worth watching la...

I rem i watch my sassy girl like 3 times.. and wui ping was beside me eatting chair..
Meaning putting her head on the fornt chair and slp!

After moives, we made our way to kimage coz she going for a hair cut
And she so nice offered her psp to lend me play while waiting for and send me an sms to see am i doing ok or bored.. coz i was waiting at the counter there... haha..

Went to Ikea tampines, so went there specially to get her friend wine cups..
Cause she point out that she is a true friend and enjoy drinking at home =p
And so she got 2 red wine glass the big kind ok.. which they put..
Sure to keep the aroma of the wine tip top and 6 shots glasses =p
And now u have to wrap it urself like as in it is glass so u have to wrap in newspaper so that i will not break.. and we wrap till it pretty look like a gaint bao.. lolx...
And becoz ikea love the enviroment so.. u have to pay for bags.. so she have to put it in her big bag lor...

While waiting for the shutter bus back.. which is really 30 mins lolx..
And she said something like...haha i was a expressway dun look like got roadblock or sideroads =p
reminds me of something that tiffane said that time..haha
*ahem only we understand =p*

Enjoyed my day today... =)
Surviving an emo nite.. haha..
just emo with no reason lor..

Tml have to catch eunice rugby match at some ulu place which she will tell me how to go tml.. haha =p

*random*

Gosh! i am so broke, hate to be poor =/
And i have to print tim brandbook, this time i emailing him and double everything is ok b4 i print...
And get my transcript and get a job...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

How to fold a shirt in a few secs...

1:46 AM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

7:50 PM

Dear blog,

You are very lucky that i can post a post here with my laptop now..
Cause yesterday my adapter gave up on me... and died..
And so... I was in a panic...
Y? becoz adapters are so freaking EXPENSIVE...
Esp with my special votage or something..
And so.. smart me..found this place which sells whole sale laptop parts..
And i got it for only 32 bucks.. and somemore i think lighter by half my old adapter..
Weee...

but than 32 bucks.. i can eat alot of plates of chicken rice leh...
Sobbiex!
Anyway people i am working at the next week comp fair..
30 aug to 2 sept @ the xbox and microsoft booth..
Free come visit kz...

Was tidying my photo at friendster and i notice this..

omg... i have 92 photos and i still can host 908 more.. i tot is an error or wat sia..
but not wor... u can host 1k photos on friendster... lolx
imagine 1k photo all pack full, view till u drop hahah..

And was looking at my blog while pj was in aus..

Lolx.. our name appeared on the same ad and same line somemore =x

Hope u peeps..
will enjoy reading my blog under the romantic moonlight and stars =p

*cheers*

Friday, August 17, 2007

郭静 - 我不想忘记你

7:02 AM

我在向前走却像在退后
I'm walking in front, but it seems that I'm regressing.
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
I'm using desires to cover up my loneliness.
越快乐就越失落
The happier I seem, the sadder I am.

爱将我们高高举起以后
Love raises us up loftily high,
再让心学会坠落
And sends the heart plunging.
怀念这宽阔的天空
Missing the broad, bounderless sky,
虽然那里空气很稀薄
Though the air is very thin.

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
I try hard to think of your smiles and tears,
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
Let myself fall deeply in love with you, and then learn to let you go.
我不想忘记你
I don't want to forget you,
就算可以
Even if it was possible.
我宁可记得所有伤心
I would rather remember all the hurt.
我努力想起你苦也没关系
I try hard to think of you, even if it encompasses bitterness.
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
Giving my blessings and gratitude to bravely let you go.
爱你这个决定
the decision to love you
虽然艰辛
Though it is difficult.
我不说对不起
I won't regret it

一个人不懂什么是拥有
One person does not understand what it means to possess something.
两个人不懂怎么把握
Two people do not know how to cherish what they have.
越在乎就越脆弱
The more they care, the frailer they get.

爱将我们高高举起以后
Love raises us up loftily high,
再让心学会坠落
And sends the heart plunging.
怀念这宽阔的天空
Missing the broad, bounderless sky,
虽然那里空气很稀薄
Though the air is very thin.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

5:58 AM

Just watch My wife is a gangster III
Hmm
I think i watch my wife is a gangster I few years back, and i think it was nice

Part 3 is pretty funny and used the cast of hong kong and korea
but it's funny they can fall in love and like gonna marry like that..

Anyway after watching the moive..
I suddenly agree with tiffane that shu qi is hot..
LOL
y? find her a few days ago to return the cam she lend me
And we were toking about it..
n we tok about singers and i talk about vivan hsu is pretty hot
And she gave me a face..
Haaa than i explain, though she is early 30's (pj not 40++ ok =/)
I amire her for her song writing, which actually i think kinda let people notice jay chou for the 1st time..
while looking at the lyrics one day, and looking at the composer and music composer..
Her name appeared and i thought i was looking at someone else with the same name..
Lolx.. still went to make sure...because she just dun look like someone who can write that well and stuff...or into music. Look like a normal singer who buys songs from people to sing.
Pretty face but filled with talents...
I wan that kind of talent.. lolx
Than she was saying that only shu qi is hot
And i gave her a face...

Oh well..
Enough of the hot thingy..

Anyway today went out and teach joanna guitar -.-
The basic teaching the very basic..
kinda reject her but she kept asking..
Haaa..
mayb another 2 lesson and i tell her ok i am done..
You can find someone more pro to teach u..

Than was just next to sunshine plaza..
And so decides to print my brand book incase something happens tml..
i did.. hopfully emo timo likes it..
Make me reprint and reprint.. very ex 1 lehhhh!
My dress and stuff money also go to print for u liaoz u pipipapipooo!!
And i walked over to sch and drop it at his table.. while the dateline is today at 6pm..
He likes seeing pp at 6..
Hopefully later in the morning is a big ok..

and so... i will be super busy today... running here and there...
ZZZZZ..

*prays that everything will turn out fine*

somehow.. i am attach to this line..
一个人的我爱你。。。

Mayb shall write a song with it =p

Rite.. ta people~

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Would You Be There

5:25 AM

If I were blue would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by mel
et me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

If i am awaywould you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, ~hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
ould you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain awaywould u be there..for me..

2:21 AM

Dear blog,

my body clock is screwed up now..
I need to get it back to normal..
becoz of the fmp days spend my days down at the hall
the only time i was in my room was to bathe and get changed for sch..
And so i slept at 6 am and woke up around 1+
And i can blog so awakie now.. coz i fall a slp around 7+ and woke up at 11+
Oh no..
Gonna try faith's method very soon..

Tried clearing my table
But it seem never ending..
And think of the dust made my eyes red =/

Met faith today to pei her to shop for her spec..
was doing housework and was running late..
Hold and behold made it to the mrt and dig into my bag..
And i went oh shit..without knowing.. till i realise it's abit loud=x
I forgot to bring my wallet..
ZZZ she have come from tamp to tanah merah to lend me some cash
to go tamp than to bugis than home.
Sorry girl...

Anyway... Tim wants me to reprint my brand book again..ZZZ
So sainz la.. i noe it not up to like professional standred but tot u suppose to make all the mistakes u can make in sch =/
And so... i need to go reprint tml..
And huishan was like wat! your teacher crazy one issit.. lolx.
Amanda also... she laugh when i tell her the next thing i will print is money..

I haven got the dress yet i am so screwed!
Anyway people i will be over at JB on friday so...
If u cannot get or find me..
Miss me than =p

so sad.. with the wedding and stuff..
Cannot go watch fireworks with takumi...
Anyway people

*Day 2 of the letter*

Yes i actually supress my cusiosity and read it day by day not to kill her effort..
lolx..
Wonder how did the grad thingy go..

The Singapore Fireworks Celebrations 2007 will be held on 17 and 18 August at the Marina Bay.
To celebrate her 42nd birthday, Singapore will be inviting friends from all over the world to be part of the festivities. World-class producers from Europe and Asia will stage spectacular pyromusicals that will set the night skies ablaze with beautiful fire.

And so... people.. if you free..
can drop over at marina bay to admire the fireworks if u miss the ndp 1.

OK..have to go and hang my clothes... =p

Ta peeps
Take care..

Quote of the day
"love begins when the needs of the other is more important than your own."

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

The irritating tenant

6:25 AM

Dear blog,

We have this new tenant who moved in around 1month ago when michelle moved out to get married..

At 1st he was alright..
Asking for a new bed and stuff
and than he send the agent an email to complain
And yesterday he paste a post it outside my parents door..
Now i think he is really act like a super spoild child...

I noe my bro dun really noe how to tidy up and stuff..
But from my view is...
He also used the toilet wat..
Why keep saying ask ur son this ask ur son that..
Was telling my mom that la..

My mom was like no.. he pay rent we should be the one cleaning it..
I was like wat logic is that..
If he rent our whole house we must hire a maid to clean for him meh.. siao..

But the way my dad scold my bro and want to hit him with the dirty toilet brush and my mom got hit while wanting to block him and hurry down in a panic feeling helpless and kept mubling call the police..fighting... i dunnoe la.. i wan to call the police.. haiz..

Me coming out of my room to clam her down and stop her.. and while going out of her room to my room. my dad came down the stairs and spotted me.. and was like superman fly down the row of stairs and scream at me..

And he did not complain about my hammie and my dad freaking throw my hamster out la...
Say wat morning he is noisy..
which the spend the whole night with me i can prove it is not..
When i got home i found him beside the bin
I was darn piss and sad la..
Hur!
I save the hammie and now is in my room slping soundly..

haiz.. have to tidy up my room b4 my dad come out his stun and who noes throw me out too...

Than that time i really must set up save dora fund...

Oh btw...
The sight of mister tenant make me unhappy.. =<

3:15 AM

Dear blog..

I am pretty much freed from fmp..

And so it's time to get a job

b4 i stave to death

Haiz

Poor me dun even get to enjoy..

Family have been in a very big mess this few days

Hope peace would just set in

and everything would b fine and we can spend happy days together

As a family..

Oh well..

I still have to get my dress for the wedding

which i dunnoe how cost i overspend it on fun and my reprint to stuff...

Gonna be at JB on friday..

Still very blur on whats gonna happen wat i have to bring and do and stuff

But hope everything will go on fine and we will have fun..

That horrible gal who is in melb now going to the mountians in new zealand soon

She is so horrible she bring Dora the sotong together with her and not me =(

And dunnoe where on earth is she cause there is not news of her boarding the plane

and there is no news of her now.

Hope she have fun..

Anyway she scared i was bored with out her so she same our with small letter slips for me

she said "read one per day"

Aww there is on till the day she comes back..

And she got me a really cute piglet..

and i got her the pink cute sotong.. coz miss clumsy is like a sotong blur

and it's her fav pink colour =p

She adore it...more than she adores me..=/

*am at day 1 of the letter*

I get to go shopping with miss huiyi aka faith..

On the bus to suntec..

Haa must post coz it's super rare... =p

Hmm heckle darling came over just now..

to ask me sos her her in something lolx

I did it.. and she went home haha

Sorri gal cannot pei u go simpang and eat =p

Got chance de kz..

I have decide something today..

I think i might regret

But i guess it is best for everyone ba...

Did not tried to explain my self to hope everything would be fine..

kept everything untouch

In the end..

i am left to drift on my own....

All the lies that you told Just to ease your own soul..

我恨不下你... 恨的应该是自己

相信那是在帮你, 害了自己

天真的我还以为一切都会没事

只能怪我太傻了。。。

现在的我,不自道相信谁

疲惫的心疲倦的我

不在管了，选者逃辟。

回想起来哭笑不得。。。

Monday, August 6, 2007

3:13 AM

Dear blog,

Manage to tok 2 yanna less than 15 mins on msn..

but it was short but really sweet..

She is someone who really will brighten my day lots..

Esp the friendster comment that she drop over my profile

saying dora is not forgotton(:

It's so sweet..

Put a smile on my face everytime i come across it...

And it feels my heart agree too =p

And i said hi on msn the 1st thing she said was
omg! i miss u!

It brighten up my mood instantly..

I miss her lots toooo =(

And she notice small details about me from my small msn dp..

Yanna was someone i met while working at hallmark

Her 1st job, and we always go yang yanna, or yanna the banna lolx

And she will show a cute sian face..

Treat her like a sister..

She is really very cute.. haa

Blur cute type..but is very smart

I rem last year we even got to celebrate her bday..

Her bday is on the 5th of feb..

And i dunnoe wat to got her.. than got her a big tur tur huggies and a small 1 haha

Than got her a huge chocolate cake and we went mache to celebrate...

The photo taking with the hallmark peep..

After the meal at mache..

Girl...

I dun think you will read this..

But just wanna post here

to let u noe i feel very bless knowing you...

Lets hang out when there is time...

*huggies*

Still have more pp that worked there and we have happy moments..

But now seems to be very different there already..

People like

Meiting, gek hoe, jasmine, janice, grace, regina and lots more people..

Wonder how are they doing...

Hmmm..

Well...

Get back to my fmp..

*start moving shine*

2 more days to freedom~!

12:44 AM

在劲力的写一首新歌
先把它叫
爱上重前的你。

它的那歌持
在我脑里好几天了
我决定把它成一手歌。

希望可以　
把它写的完美。

近情期待吧！

Sunday, August 5, 2007

4:13 AM

Wah..
I can die from food poisoning today =/
Wonder wat cause it...

Puke, xie du zi..
I can camp in the toilet le...muahah

Oh well suppose to email tim today... crap
Better get alive and ciong ah~~

Focus on my freedom
You can do it!

Friday, August 3, 2007

10:27 AM

Early in the morning
Heard her giggles once again..
Than i realise it's a blessing to wake up in the morning
And u can hear someone giggling looking at u though the mulit user bolster lolx..
Mulit user?? ya think only i noe and for her to find out..
and she struggling to crawl up and say... hoi 9 o'clock already
Me opening my eyes half the size and say hmm and shut them again hahaa....
Think she would kill me right a way killing her spirit of waking up early to prac
And somemore i was the one who suggested the time which is 7.30 and it ended up 9.30 lolx...
anyway looking at the way i normally slp, hopefully i never kick her down the bed or something haha...

Oh well..
I am still sitting on the floor looking at the trying her very best to prac lolx..
And me.. Trying my best to come out of dreamland to do my work..
*knock head*
have to leave her house at 12pm
NoOOOooooOOo.....

Get on with my general poster...=/
save me from tim plzzz....

2:54 AM

Sitting on the floor looking at pj on the bed prac-ing her gig songs for sunday..
@2.55 am
You guess it i am at her house staying overnight..
Doing my project..

This is not the 1st time staying over at her place..
staying over is such fun
considering that their sure be laughter...
A big bed, a brightly lid room (my room really has bad lighting), stealing her internet legally (which means she does not have internet to use... Thx gal) and goodies
Lolx..
we just had brownie..
Which she ate lesser than her share and pang seh me to settle it on my own.. lolx

Now there is food..
Am abit more awake to do my work..
Finish it and show tim tml..

Hope everything will turn out fine..
And i will regain my freedom after tue!

Thought of the day :
I was a fool, but not anymore..